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禅のこだま EKIZEN NEWSLETTERBYTHESHINNYOJISANGHA Autumn2015‐n.24yearVI 1 EVENTS ReturningtothearticlepublishedintheSummer2015editionofEkizeninwhichwefeatured our Teacher Rev. Iten Shinnyo Roshi’s trip to Taiwan following Her teacher, Rev. Ryushin AzumaRoshi,belowishissalutation. Farewell message from Rev. Shinnyo to her Teacher Rev. Azuma Roshi and travelling groupinTaiwan. Goodeveningeveryone, Asthetimehascomeformetosaygoodbye,mythoughtsaboutdeepthankfulnesstomyTeacher AzumaDochoRoshifortheimmensegiftthathehasalwaysofferedme. Also,thejoyofthisexperiencewithhim. I will now return to Italy, in Florence, to all the practitioners and students of Shinnyoji, the beauty found in this visit and most of all, the great Teaching that I receive from my Teacher everytimethatIhavethepossibilitytobenearHim.Hiseverymove,everyword,althoughina differentlanguage,isformeIshinDenShin,thesourceofDharma. Thanks to Kunii Roshi for coordinating our trip and to all of your for your kind presence, I apologizeforanydisturbanceImayhavecausednotspeakingyourlanguage. SafetravelshometomyTeacherandtoeachoneofyou. Minna‐sankonbanwa Owakarenotokiga,chikazuitekimashita. Azuma Docho Roshi no osobade sugoshi, takusan no keiken wo sasete itadaki, kokorokara, kanshasiteimasu. Italia ni kaerimashitara, Shinnyoji no deshi ya yūjin tachi ni, kono ryokō no subarashisa wo, tokuniAzumaRoshinooshienosubarasisawo,tsutaetaitoomoimasu. Azuma Roshi no osoba ni irudakede, Roshi no shosa, kotoba nado subetega, watashi ni totte taisetsunaoshiedesu. Hanasukotobawachigaimasuga,Buppōnominamotodearu,IshinDenshinniyori,tsutawatte kimasu. Konkai no ryokō no junbi dewa, Kunii Roshi ni, taihen osewa ni narimashita. Arigatougozaimashita. Mata,hokanosankashanominasamanimo,shinsetsunishiteitadaki,arigatougozaimashita. Nihongogahanasenakutemoushiwakearimasendeshita. AzumaRoshitosankashanominasama,dōzokiwotsukeke,Nihonniokaerikudasai. 2 CONFERENCEINTAIWAN OnMay12th,2015theRev.RyushinAzumaRoshiheldaConferenceinTaipeiastheFounder oftheSekaiZenSenta‐WZCWorldZenCenter.TheobjectiveofthisAssociationistounite ZenteachingandPracticeinaUniversalCenter,inwhicheachperson,regardlessofreligion, sex,age,politicalviewscanstudyandpracticeZen. BelowaresomerelatedarticlespublishedinJapanesenewspapers. 3 Article published on June 19th, 2015 in the Chūgai Nippō newspaper of Kyoto with a translationinEnglish. “SekaiZenSenta(WZCWorldZenCenter),ConferencebyReverendAzumaRoshi” From May 11‐15th, 2015 the second Conference of the Sekai Zen Senta (WZC, World Zen Center)washeldinTaipeiinforeigncountries. Twenty‐fivepeopleattendedtheConference,includingtheleaderRev.AzumaRyūshinRoshi, PresidentoftheSekaiZenSentaandAbbotofDaijoji,andtheRev.SuzukiKesshū,vice‐leader andAbbotoftheGokurinji.TheAbbotofShinnyojiandafollowercamefromItaly. Il Rev. Azuma Roshi held the open conference in the main classroom in the “Kegon Senshū Gakuin”schoolinTaipeithemed“TheSearchfortheFundamentalPrinciplesofBuddhism”. Duringtheconference,theRev.AzumaRoshisaid: “Satori悟り‐Illumination–isthestateinwhichtheideaofrelativevaluesistransformedinto absolute values. This Satori was transmittedfrom the Buddha Shakamuni throughall of the historicPatriarchstoDōgenZenji,the51stgenerationtome,the83rdgeneration. In his numerous texts, Dōgen Zenji tried to express the concept of Satori through various wordsbutthetermthatexplainsitthebestwasthestateofJijuyōzanmai自受用三昧. Jijuyōzanmai自受用三昧isthelifeofshinjindatsuraku身心脱落‐abandoningthebodyand mind–inotherwords,itisaveryanimatedlifeinwhichsomeonesittinginZazenbecomesa Buddha and that the same time, is awakened to the Truth (Dharma) guiding other toward Awakening, until the time in which this Awakening is extended throughout the entire universe.” AfterthespeechfromRev.AzumaRoshi,ProfessorKendo,DirectoroftheTaiwaneseSchool “Kegon Senshū Gakuin” presented on the Center of Research on the Kegon Sutra recently beganathisSchoolandexpressedthedesiretoincreaseculturalexchangewithpeoplewith differentpathsanddeepenthestudyuponZen. 4 Later that afternoon the second Conference was held in the Banqiao Cultural Center of the Ryūzanji,whichisoneofthemostancienttemplesinTaiwan.ThephotoshowsRev.Azuma RoshireceivingacalligraphygiftfromProf.OhKinZan,DirectoroftheRyūzanji. TheRev.OhnoKyōji,AbbotoftheShinpukujiinJapan,whocoveredtheofficialDōshirole–in numerous ceremonies during the trip to Taiwan, commented upon the teachings of Rev. AzumaRoshi: “HespokeabouttheessenceofZazeninsimpleterms.Itwasaverypreciousexperience,Ihad thefeelingasifitstruemeaningdeeplystruckmeinthechest.” Onthe14thday,afterhavingvisitedtheGeneralGovernorofTaiwanfromtheformerEmpire of Japan, the group arrived in Bukkōzan, the largest temple in Taiwan. There they had the specialoccasiontosharetheirthoughtsandfriendshipswiththeTaiwaneseBuddhists. 中外日報 2015年6月9日 世界禅センター 東氏が台湾で講演 世界禅センターの第2回海外講演が5月11日〜15日、台湾、台北市内で開かれた。東隆眞 ・センター長(大乗寺住職)を団長、鈴木潔州・獄林寺住職を副団長に、25人が参加した 。イタリアの真如寺からも2人の僧侶が参加した。 東センター長は5月13日、台北市の華厳専宗学院で「仏教の根本(いちばんたいせつな点 )を求めて」と題して基調講演。 「悟りとは相対的価値観を絶対的価値観に転換した世界。その悟りが釈尊から歴代の祖 師たちに伝わって、道元禅師で51代、私で83代。道元禅師は悟りを様々に表現したが、 『自受用三昧』としている」と解説。「自受用三昧」とは。「人が端坐して仏となり、自ら真 理(法)に目覚め、他の者を目覚めさせて宇宙世界につながっていく、生き生きとした心 身脱落の生活だ」と述べた。 賢度院長は昨年、華厳経に関する研究センターを開設したことを紹介し、「今後も多く の人たちと交流していきたい。禅についても学んでいきたい」と挨拶した。 午後は台湾の浅草寺とも称される龍山寺の板橋文化広場で講演。写真は龍山寺の黄欽山 ・董事長に書をもらう東住職(左)。 各地で法要の導師を勤めた大野恭史・真福寺住職は「坐禅の核心を分かりやすい言葉で 語り、本当の意味がすとんと腹に入ってくるような大変尊い時間を過ごすことができた」 と話している。 14日は台湾総督府などを見学し、台湾最大の寺院、仏光山を参拝し、台湾仏教界との 交流を深めた。 5 Article published on June 18th, 2015 in the The Bukkyo Times Weekly of Tokyo with theEnglishtranslation. DaijōjiSōtōshūSchoolandthesecondforeignConferenceofthe SekaiZenSenta The“SekaiZenSenta(WZCWorldZenCenter)”wasinauguratedtwoyearsagointheSōtōshū SchoolDaijōjiMonasteryinKanazawa(IshikawaPrefecture). AsaresponsetotherequestofTaiwaneseBuddhists,adelegationofJapaneseBuddhistscome to Taiwan May 11‐15th to attend the second foreign Conference by Rev. Azuma Ryūshin Roshi, President of the Center and Abbot of Daijōji, he was also the Dean of the Women’s University of Buddhism in Komazawa. Amongst the 25 travelers were monks and faithful followers.TheycamenotonlyfromJapan,butalsofromothercountries:theRev.AnnaMaria ShinnyoMarradifromShinnyojicamefromItaly,themonkRenGyokucamefromChina,along withChamindaRyuseiaSriLankanmonkwhohasstudiedalongtimeinJapan.Thosepresent frombothcountries–TaiwanandJapan–listenedtothepreciousspeechfromthePresident Azuma. ThethreegroupsthattookofffromtheKomatsu,NaritaandKansaiairportsreunitedonthe 11th in Taiwan, the day after they visited the National Museum of the Palace, the Ryūzanji temple, which is compared to the famous Japanese temple Sensōji in Asakusa, Tokyo, for popularity,andtheChikurinzanKannonji,whichalwayswelcome manyfollowersinitsvast space.ThemembersofthedelegationwerestruckbytheTaiwaneseBuddhists’strongenergy. On the morning of the 13th, they visited Kegon Senshū Gakuin, the Institute for Buddhist Studies,foundedbytheKegonRenjaFoundation.OnemainlystudiestheKegon‐Avatemsaka Sūtrathere. 6 The Kendo Director of the Kegon Renja Foundation warmly welcomed the Japanese delegationbysaying: This School was established in 1962, about 50 years ago. We recently welcomed foreign students from Vietnam, Hong Kong and China. Also, the Center of Kegon Research was inauguratedinwhichasymposiumwasheldandBuddhistsfromvariouscountiesexchanged theirthoughts.IhopethatAzumaRoshireturnshereforfutureconferences.” PresidentAzuma’sanswertotheSekaiZenSenta: “Dōgen Zenji was very interested in the Kegon Sutra and upon this theme he wrote the chapter“SankaiYuishin”inthe“Shōbōgenzō”.Wetooareinterestedindeepeningourstudious exchangeswithyou.” TheDirectorKendoenthusiasticallyreplied: “Inreality,thosewhoestablishedtheKegonRenjaFoundationweremonksfromtheSōtōshū School,butunfortunatelywedon’tstudyZenalothere.IwouldliketograciouslyaskRoshito comeheretoteach.” Caption:AzumaRoshiexplainingthefundamentalprinciplesofBuddhism. During that afternoon, Azuma Roshi held a discussion themed “Upon researching the fundamental principles (the most important points) of Buddhism” in collaboration with the Rev.ZuibutsuZenjifromtheAssociationofOriginalBuddhisminTaiwan,inCulturalSquareat theBanqiaooftheRyūzanji.TheroomwasfullofpeoplewhofollowedAzumaRoshi’slesson Shikan Taza – just sit with great interest. (The summary of the discussion will be in this article.) IntheSquare,TheVice‐presidentoftheRyūzanjifirstwelcomedthedelegation: “InfinitethankstoAzumaRoshi forcoming fromJapan.Weareveryhappyandhonoredby thefactthatthegreatJapaneseTeachermaysharethoughtswithBuddhistsinTaiwan.” ThewordsofAzumaRoshi: “Itoothankyouallforpreparingthisoccasionformetospeaktoday.Buddhismwasopened bytheBuddhaShakyamuni2,500yearsagoandcontinuedtospreadaroundIndiaforanother 500 years.GraduallyhisteachingspeaktoTibet inthenorth,Myanmarinthesouth,andin ChinaandJapanintheeast.AndnowIwantedtoproposeaquestionuponhowthestateof BuddhisminthewestofIndia.Afteryearsofresearch,13yearsagoIpublishedabookcalled “BuddhismandIslam”.IalsospokeabouthisontheNHKchannel–NationalJapaneseTV.” And so Azuma Roshi continued to explain the Dōgen Zenji by speaking of the international diffusion of Buddhism from vantage point of comparative theology. From the listeners interestedinthislecture,therewasaloudapplauseforthisJapaneseMasterofgreatculture. ZuibutsuZenjiheldadiscussiononhowtoapplyZazentooureverydaylives. Caption:TheconferenceexpectednextyearinEurope. Onthe14th,afterhavingvisitedtheNationalMuseumofthePalace,thedelegationmovedon toBukkōzanjiinKaohsiung,largesttempleinTaiwan. WelcomingwordsoftheVice‐AbbottRev.Keirin: 7 “IthankyouallforhavingtravelledsuchalongwayfromJapan.IhavebeentoEiheiji,oneof the two principle temples of the Sōtōshū School and I met Japanese monks. Il Rev. Seiun Taishi, Founders and Abbot of this temple, frequently attends inter‐religious meetings and alsoteachesZazen.Bukkōzanjiistheidealplacewherepeoplefrommoderntimescanstudy Buddhism.” TodayBukkōzanjihasaround1,300monksandthereare300headquartersopenaroundthe world.InJapan,thereisoneinTokyo,Osaka,NagoyaandGunma.Asanactofgratitude,the Vice‐AbbotKeiringaveagivetoeAzumaRoshiandpromisedfutureheart‐feltmeetings. ThedelegationcamebacktoTaipeibyhigh‐speedtrainShinkansen.Onthelastdayofthetrip theyvisitedtheNationalChiangKai‐shekMemorialHall.Afterwards,theyattendedthe QigonglecturebyRev.RinTokumouwhomakemadeagreatefforttocreatethisConference as the Taiwanese Director of the Sekai Zen Senta and also holding the title of Master of the Orthodox Qigong Association of Taiwan. After the Qigong lecture, the members of the delegationtookoftourofdowntownTaipeiandleftfortheairporttoreturnhome. TheVice‐groupleaderRev.SuzukiKesshūspokeabouthisimpressions: “Following the first foreign Conference last year in Zhejiang, China was a great success, the second meeting was also successful thanks to your kind collaboration. We have already receivedrequeststoholdconferencesfromHollandandSpain,whichwewilldonextMay.We wanttocontinuespeakingaboutZenabroadlikethis,withAzumaRoshiatthecenter. Commentsfromtheparticipants. Rev.OhnoKyōshi,AbbotofShinpukujiintheprefectureofYamaguchi,Japan: “Although brief and simple, the discussion by Azuma Roshi had the core, the soul of Zazen. EventhoughtheywerethesamewordsthatIreadeverydayinthetexts,thetruemeaning deeplypenetratedmeaslikeaveilfellfrommyeyes.Iamverysatisfiedandhonoredtohave beenapartofthispreciousexperience.” Mr.FukushimaTeizō,followerofDaijoji: “IwasstruckmyRoshi’stalkabouthowsimplysittinginZazenisanentirelifeandthatwe shouldcontinueZazenwithsincerity.Duringthediscussion,IsawthattheBuddhistsfromthe two counties repeated Gasshō and Sanpai in silence. I have never been to such a solemn Conferenceinmylife.” Rev.AnnaMariaShinnyoMarradiofShinnyojiinItaly: “BeingnearAzumaRoshi,everymovementandwordofmyTeacherisapreciousTeachingfor me.Evenifwespeakdifferentlanguages,everythingistransmittedthroughIShindenShin, the origin of the Dharma. Returning to Italy, I will speak about this marvelous trip to the followersandfriendsofShinnyoji,particularlyabouttheTeachingbyAzumaRoshi.” 8 VISITTOSHINNYOJI TheMayoroftheJapanesecityofKadokawaSamaandhisofficialdelegatesvisitedShinnyojio celebratethe50thAnniversaryoftheTwincityagreementbetweenFlorenceandKyoto,Rev. Matsuura Kanshu, Abbot of the Mibudera Temple in Kyoto and the Abbot of the Zen Rinzai TempleTōfukujiinKyoto. ThankyouletterfromtheMayorofKyoto 京都市 国際交流課 京都市中京区寺町大池604-8571 2015年7月3日 真如寺住職 アンナマリア・伊天真如老師 親愛なる老師様 私に同行した京都市の代表団が貴寺院を訪問いたしました折の、心温まるおもてなしに対 し、感謝の気持ちを表したく思います。 京都から遠く離れた異国の地で、真如寺に祀られたお仏壇と地蔵像を拝見しまして、改め て貴寺院と壬生寺との交流を思い出し、この二寺院間の交流がフィレンツェ、京都という 歴史と文化を誇る二都市の姉妹都市交流のシンボルではないかと思った次第です。 また、貴寺院の参禅者たちが、仏教の教えに従い修行をする真摯な様子に、深い感銘を受 けました。 今回のフィレンツェ訪問は、今後のフィレンツェ京都間の交流をいっそう促進するよい機 会となりました。貴殿が今後もこのお勤めを続けていかれますことを光栄に思います。 最後になりましたが、貴殿のますますのご健勝をお祈りいたします。敬具 京都市長 門川 大作 9 10 ThankyounotefromRev.MatsuuraShunkai,AbbotoftheMibudera June2015(YearsoftheHeisei27) DearfriendswhoattendedtheOpenEyesCeremonyoftheYakataJizōatShinnyojiin Florence, OnJune12th,2015theHōyōceremonyfortheYakataJizōwascelebratedbetweenItalyand JapanalongsidethepresenceofMr.KadokawaDaisaku,MayorofKyotoandMr.TsudaDaizō, PresidentoftheCityCouncilofKyoto.TheYakataJizōwasdonatedandshippedfromthe MibuderatoShinnyojiandwasrespectfullyreceivedbyRev.AnnaMariaShinnyoMarradi, AbbotoftheShinnyojiTemple. LastyeartheJizōBonwasofficiallyrecognizedasanimmaterialculturalpatrimonyoftheCity ofKyoto.Later,theYakataJizōwasaddedinalongsidetheBuddhainatempleinaEuropean country.Thisistrulyagreatjoyforme. AttachedarethephotostakenthedayoftheCeremony.Iwouldbehappyifyoukeptthemfor yourmemories. ThesummerhasbeguninKyotoandweareapproachingtheJizōBonheldinAugust.Ihope thatmanypeoplecelebratethisyearsothatthoseineveryneighborhoodofKyotoaremore connected. 11 Manythanks,Gasshō MatsuuraShunkai,AbbotoftheMibudera DearAnnamaria, Isawthepicturesfromtheinaugurationofthe7jizosontheMatsuuraSyunshositethrough TsujiHoshino,thesecretaryoftheFondazioneDelBianco. Iseeyoursmile,IreadmanycommentsfromotherJapanesepeople.Theygaveyouaprecious gift(evenifyouhadtogivealottoo),andtheymadeakindandrespectfuloffering. Greatcomplimentsandwishes, Hideyuki Prof.HideyukiDOI CollegeofLetters‐RitsumeikanUniversity 12 NEWSFROMDAIJOJI DaijojiDayorin.120,15August2015 Aida’stestimony; DaijojiDayoriAoftheDaijojiDayorin.120,15 August2015 AidaKongō相田 金剛,practitioneratDaijoji, Kanazawa IreceivedTokudofromAzumaRōshiinOctober 2014(26thyearofHeisei). Eightmonthshavepassedsincethishappened andIaskmyselfwhathashappenedinsideof myself.Ilivethesamewayeverydayreceivingthe guidancefromelderlymonks,intensely dedicatingmyselftomytasks.Accordingtome, Practiceisneverascetic.Itisimportanttowalk togetheramongstothersuponthepaththatyou havechosen,thatyoubelievein.Ithinkthat constantlygoingalongthispathistruePractice. Photocaptions; Thesecondforeignconferenceofthe SekaiZenSenta(WZCWorldZenCenter) On14May2015,intheBukkōjiTemple,Taiwan Titleofthetext; Thesecondforeignconferenceofthe SekaiZenSenta(WZCWorldZenCenter) Text; Fromthe11thto15thMay,2015AzumaRoshi, AbbotofourTempleandPresidentoftheSekai ZenSentaheldaConferenceattheKegonSenshū GakuinInstituteintheCulturalPlazaofBanqiao intheRyūzanjiTemple,bothinTaipeiand Taiwan. Hisdiscussionwaswelcomedwithgreat enthusiasmandinterestfromtheattendees.The delegationwasmadeupof25monksand followers,includingtheChinesemonkRengyoku, theSriLankanmonkandpractitionerChaminda Ryūsei,andAnnaMariaShinnyoMarradiof 13 ShinnyojiinItaly.BigthankstoMr.RinTokumou,theHeadDirectoroftheSekaiZenSentain Taiwanforhispreciouscontributiontomakethiseventhappen.Thedetailsaboutthistripare publishedinBukkyoTimesofJune18th,2015. TheHymnofShinnyojiinFlorence.フィレンツェ真如寺のうた IreceivedagiftfrommyfollowerShinnyosanwhocamefromShinnyojiinItaly.ItwasaCD withtheHymnofShinnyojiinFlorencealongwiththetextofthelyricswhichiscomprisedof 4 verses written by Shinnyo san herself. The music of the Hymn was composed by Teacher CarloIppolitowhoisalsoapractitioneratShinnyoji. Herearethelyricstothefirstverse. Sanshu–AbbotoftheDaijōjiTempleAzumaRoshi 14 ACTIVITIES Sesshin26‐28June2015 Sesshin11‐13September2015 15 Teisho12September2015 TenshinlisteningtotheTeishoconnectedbySkypeinNewYorkCity(USA),where shelivesandworks. 16 SigninsheetfortheSesshin11‐13September2015 LunchtogetherattheendoftheSesshin,13September2015 17 POETRY WrittenbypoetCarloMichelstaedter(Gorizia,3June1887–Gorizia,17October 1910),hediedattheageof23,hewasawriter,philosopherandItalianscholar. TheshortlifeofMichelstaedterflows–ashisLettersshow‐exhibitingawillto continuouslyliveilluminatedbythedesireofametaphysicalsomethingelseorelsewhere createdhimself.Asayoungman,hewasanimpulsiveandrestlessexploreroflanguageand phrases.MichelstaedterwasburiedintheJewishcemeteryinRožnadolina,whichtodayis NovaGorica,justafewmetersfromtheItalianborder. Risveglio Giacciotral’erbe sullaschienadelmonte,ebeveilsole ilmiocorpocheilventom’accarezza esfioranoilmiocapoifioriele’erbe ch’agitailvento elosciameronzantedegliinsetti‐‐ Dellerondiniilvoloaffaccendato segnadicurverotteilcieloazzurro etraenell’altovasticerchiillargo volodeifalchi… Vita?!Vita?!quil’erbequilaterra, quiilvento,quigl’insetti,quigliuccelli, epurtraquestisentevedegode stasottoilventoafarsivellicare stasottoilsoleasuggereilcalore stasottoilcielosullabuonaterra questoch’iochiamo“io”,mach’iononsono. No,nonsonquestocorpo,questemembra prostratequifral’erbesullaterra, piùch’iononsiagliinsettiol’erbeoifiori oifalchisunell’ariaoilventooilsole. Iosonsolo,lontanoiosondiverso– Altrosole,altroventoepiùsuperbo Voloperaltricielièlamiavita… Maoraquicheaspetto,elamiavita perchénonvive,perchénonavviene? Cheèquestaluce,cheèquestocalore, questoronzarconfuso,questaterra, questocielocheincombe?M’èstraniero l’aspettod’ognicosa,m’ènemica questanatura!Basta!Vogliouscire daquestatramad’incubi!Lavita! lamiavita!Ilmiosole! 18 Mapelcielo montanlenubisudall’orizzonte, giàlambisconoilsole,giàlaterra invidianolaluceedilcalore. Unbrividopercorrelanatura erigidomicorreperlemembra alsoffiaredelvento.Machefaccio schiacciatosullaterraquitral’erbe? Oramilevo,chèorahounfinecerto, orahofreddo,orahofame,oram’affretto, orasolamiavita, chèlastessaignoranzam’èsapere– lanaturainimicaoram’ècara chemidaràriparoenutrimento, oravadoaronzarcomegli’insetti.– OnSt.Valentin,June1910 TESTIMONIES Walking Vacation in Montpellier, a small city near the sea in the south of France, with a downtown, manytree‐linedstreetsandamodernneighborhoodwithanexpanseandeclecticstyle...the nearbysea,thehousesofthefishermen..Ireturnedafterafewyears,veryimportantyears, manythingshavechangedinmylife,andstillfoundmyselfwalkingalongfamiliarstreets...I perhapsIwasfamiliartothem... Only a few years ago my emotional and spiritual life, my friends were completely different, maybeitwastakingadailypathtosomewhereIstilldon’tknowwhere,butexists‘definitely’? ItwasstrangetoseeagainthebuildingsthatIlove,gotothechurches,visitthemuseums,it waslikeintroducingmyselfagaintothecity.Iwasthesamebutabitdifferentwithmyfriends inthiscity,theyunderstood,theycomprehendedthattherehasbeenachangeandtheyare happy,withouttoomanywords,theyknowme. After nearly a year since the Shukke Tokudo, I recognize myself as what I am today, as do thosewhoareclosetome,theysensemywalk... Walking...knowingmycharacter,Ihavealwaysbeenwalking.I don’tliketofossilizemyself intoarole,embodysomethingthatI‘am’prisonerofan‘outfit’ina‘belief’tomanagelikea gainedknowledge,apowertotakecareof,ahierarchicalrolethatcanproducepseudo‐merits, aspiritualwalkthatbecomes‘marketing’andrelationaldiplomacybetween‘powers’. I’vehadadoubtforalongtime,it’snotanewthing,itrevolvesaroundmydeepwill‐ability‐ inclinationofcompletelyadheringtoaJapanese‘cannon’ofRitual,butthisdoesnotstopme atallfromparticipatinginitandfromfeelingitsdistanceforce,Isaythisforacertainreason‐ my western culture does not know or cannot be anything else, and so perhaps for these reasons I can’t make it mine, I can’t ‘wear it’ and be one with it. This is it. And I can’t be insincerewithmyselfonmyPath. 19 Istillmustinterpretmuchofthepath,Imustunderstandandfeel,apathsomewhatquietthat cannot‘say’toomuch,toprogressintosomethingthatisandwillbe‘useful’andhelpmyself andothers. Iwanttogrowinmyunderstanding,infeelingandperceivingtheWorld,letitenterinside,let metransformandfinallynothavefearofcontinuouschangeandofreturning... Ifeelmyresponsibility,inthesamewaythatIfeelthatIlivewithinaLineagethatprotectsme andthatIrespect.MyPath,asIsaid,isevolvingandIstilldon’tknowhowbutIknowtowait andreceive,tocomprehend.IhavefaithinZenandinmyTeacherRev.ShinnyoRoshi.There aremanythoughtsandImoveforwardalongtheWaywithRespectandrecognition,gratitude andmodesty.Maybeit’stheexactawarenessof‘catchingtherightbait’andthatIwillnever beabletobetraymyselforbetrayafaiththatforme,evenwithallofthedoubtsandfaults,it verysolid. AbookofSutrashasalways‘keptmecompany’onatableinmyroomandIsawitalotduring theday,Ithinkthatit,inacertainsense,‘represents’theTeacherandalloftheSangha... Somethingbeautifulhappenedtomeeveryday,Iwashappywalkingaroundthecity,inthe places that I love, the joy of visiting friends, because I am what I am, still the same and different,Ifeel‘united’,neverrepressedordishonest,neverfullofremorse.ButIabsolutely feellikeIbelongtoaserious,TrueandhonestPathatShinnyojiwiththegreatluckofhaving met the Rev. Shinnyo Roshi, my Teacher, thanks to whom I was able to know “the Zen that onlyShebrings”. Gasshō Shinden Summer Thesummerlightisrough,atleastitisforme.Theshuttersareclosed,withpeelingpaint facingthestreet,andthedarkness,literalandinternal,fallsuponthefloor.Desertedplaces andpopulatedplaces,arenotactuallydifferent,concentricmigrationsofants.Iplaywithmy camerainthedaylight:Ifollowit,inanarrowspacebetweenthetreesandwalls,every embellishmentisanimpressionofamoment,afarewellandwelcomeallatonce,perhapsa welcomeback.Isitintheeveningandmybreathisatable,alwaysdifferent,presentwithout askinganythingmore;thededications,namesbetweenmypalmsofmytwohands. InJuly,IaskedtheTeacherifIcouldreceivetheVowsoftheBodhisattva.Theletterislong, consistingoftwopages,wantingtoexplainanddefine.Itisabriefstepandinaninstant,it willnolongerbeastep.WhenIwenttoschool,ateacherFiorellocalledmeOurPoet,and ruffledmybangs.NowIthewordsthatIhearfalltothegroundandmakethesoundofacan shakinglikeintheWizardofOz.Itissummer,andalsothisyear,Septemberwillcome. Gasshō, Cecilia. IcametotheTemplebecauseIfeltabitconfused,presenttensiontowardstheunconditional, theunbreakableforcetobuildametalcathedralaroundmysoul.Anexpanseofhotcoalsand fire,blinding,theybotheredme.IwasattractedtowhatItoldmyself:discoverandshapethe superhumanpresentineveryperson.Uniteandorder,withcollectedintensity,thechaos presentaroundme,inasolidnucleus,aneworder.Theuprightnessagainsthorizons,the marbleagainsttheswamp.AllofthisthankstotransfiguringexperienceswithinPractice.I 20 laterdeveloped,independently,throughapersonalpath,mostlyfocusedandanti‐egalitarian, thesameinstances.Howeverenhancedbydizziness,asionicsacrifices:thearchaichoplite, thatgiftofself. Gasshō GregorioG. InthetransmissionoftheuniversalteachingsofthehistoricBuddhafromTeacherShinnyoto theSangha,oneclearlyfeelstheawareness,andevenmore,ourTeacher’smatureexperience intheDharma,atrueunionthattransmitsthelifeofthemindandhearttothepractitioners, orientedbeyondillusiontowardtheexistentialpresent. Thankfully, Gasshō MicheleG. Myfirstthoughtofthemorning. Gettingangrywithlovedonesinyourlife,“you’rebotheringme...!”,onlytorealizelaterthat they are irreplaceable, and you can’t tell them this. Discovering that taking care of your parentsisn’tjusta“job”,butaluckyoccurrence,theirunfortunatesuffering,whichyouwould neverunderstandotherwise. Youralwayspresentson,Michele. Gasshō. MicheleN. Then,afterallofthepoetry thatpasses andnoone saysanythinganymore.... Shinden 25June‐2July2015 I had a lovely week at the Temple. Infinite thanks from my heart to the Teacher who welcomedmeandhostedmeintheGuestRoom,thankyouforhertimeandteaching.Thank you to the Sangha that demonstrated a lot of patience while I reviewed the Form. As the Teachersays:returningtoyouTempleandsittingwithyourTeacherafteraphysicalabsence is a great opportunity to reflect upon your Practice. As soon as I entered Shinnyoji, I felt a simpleandnaturalpresenceofbeingthere,asifIhadneverleft.Butatthesametime,Ifelt verydifferent,morerelaxed,focusedandfirm,IfeelclosertotheTeacherandtheSangha,I felttheirfaithandcommitment. Like someone walking through the fog and returns home soaking wet, I came back to Shinnyojiwet.This“shower”rinsedawayeverydoubtthatIhadaboutthePracticethatIdo alone in America. I thought that my Practiced was too “thrown together” or “done how it 21 seemstome”,butIsatinZazeneverydayjustthesame.AtShinnyojiIfeltadeepcontactwith the energy around me, the air and environment were always the same, but I felt them in a morenurturingandwelcomingwaythanbefore. WhilerelearningtheForm,Ifeltopenandwithoutatraceofperfectionism.Thanksagainfor yourpatienceandrepetition.IhavelearnedthatpracticingZenisalsobeingcompassionateto yourself,notonlyotherpeople.Ipaidattentiontomyembarrassmentduetoclumsilyringing thebell,mystrangepronunciationoftheEko,andwhenIwentthewrongwayorfacedthe wrongdirection.IappreciatetheTeishogivenbytheTeacherduringthisSesshin,shespoke abouttheimportanceofforgivingourselvesduringourPractice.Apartofmewantedtofeel stupidorintheway,butthisisego,Imadethedecisionnottogetdiscouragedandwithdeep breaths,IfeltmyheartbeatandIacceptedmyselfasIam. TheFormisamysticalpractice,itgivesrespectandharmonytotherituals,Ihaven’tfounda Zen Temple in New York that practices Forms like at Shinnyoji, by at least I can practice Kyudowhichteachessimilarprinciples. IfeelthecallingoftheBuddhaWayevenstrongerthanbeforeaswellasgratefulnessforthe support from the Patriarchs, instruction and demonstration from the Teacher. I hope that I canreturntoShinnyojisoon.Thanksagain. Gasshō Tenshin IpreparemealsfortheSangha–reflectionsfromaTenzoapprentice In the Tenzo Kykōun, Dōgen often refers to an ancient Chinese text, the Chanyuan Qinggui (RulesforZenMonasteries,writtenbyZongleonMountZangluin1102).Amongstthecited quotesarethefollowing: “ThepurposeoftheTenzoistopreparemealsforthemonks”and “Put your illuminated mind to work, constantly trying to serve diverse meals that are appropriatefortheoccasion,andthatalloweveryonetopracticewiththebodyandthe mindwithoutanyobstacle”. The first quote seems simple and easy. Our functional transpositionatShinnyojisoundsstraightforward:thejobofthe TenzoistopreparemealsfortheSanghawhentheyconvenefor aZazenkaiorSesshin–nothingmore. Ok,thiscanbedone.Allyouhavetodoiskeepcountofwhowill bepresentthroughouttheday,payattentiontotheTeacher’sor another practitioner’s needs, pick out a menu, plan what you needin the kitchen–meaningmake agrocerylist–“figureout”thericecooker,maintaina calmdemeanorinthekitchenandeverythingisdone. Unfortunatelyitisnotatalllikethis.ThesecondpassagecitedbyDōgenbreaksadamthat brings the Tenzo into a deep spiritual dimension where the simple affirmation “I prepare mealsfortheSangha”becomesanintenseformofPractice. JustlikesittinginZazen–loweringyourselfinShikan‐taza–becomestheonlyactivityinthe mindandbodyforthewholetimethatwespendontheZafu,alsoplanningmeals,preparing, servingthefoodandtidyingupthekitchen,representsthecompletenessoftherealitybeing 22 livedbytheTenzofortheentireday.Theresponsibilityishuge–infact,itiswritten:“ifthe Tenzo offers a meal without harmony of the six tastes and three qualities, it cannot be said that he serves the community”. From a simple meal depends the success of everyone’s Practice. Being the Tenzo requires total concentration and abandonment. Each moment, each step, must be lived in full awareness because as Dōgen teaches, “you must manage even a small vegetableleafsothatitmanifeststhebodyoftheBuddha.Inreturn,thisallowstheBuddhato manifestitselfthroughtheleaf”. Itry,IattempttobeonewiththeingredientsthatIprepare,theutensilsthatIworkwithand the decision I make. I try to offer the food with an open heart and complete abandonment. DuringtheSesshin,intheeveningsbeforegoingtobedIensurethateverythingisreadyfor the following morning – the table is set, the food is ready – and I wash the rice before the morning alarm sounds. This is my Practice. Unfortunately my concentration is often overwhelmedbytherushandunfoldingoftheevents,theofferingofthefoodwithanopen heart is overshadowed by the ego waiting for a recognition and the right choice of food sometimesisdoneabithastily. DōgenteachesthatweshouldcompletelyidentifyourPracticewiththeactivitiesoftheTenzo andinsistsuponthefactthatwhenwesitinZazen,wemustonlysit,whileweworkasthe Tenzo,wemustonlydothat. Thisisalsoverydifficultforme.WhilesittinginZazenmymindisalreadyprojectedtoward whatwillhappenlater:ingredientstoprepare,thescheduletofollow,theplacestosetatthe table. A vortex that absorbs the concentration, decomposes the posture and makes the moment difficult as if it were a long and strenuous marathon that is not lived moment by momentbutonlyfocusingonthefinishline.The“illuminatedmindoftheTenzo”whichDōgen refersto,isnotmymind. There’ssomethingthatImustconfess.Thericeinbrothinthemorning,eatenwithpaprika andgomashio,isn’tasbadaswemakeitouttobe...andeverynowandthen,inthewinter,I prepareabowlformyselfathomeforbreakfast... Gasshō Ei‐shin 23 Thetemple,theSanghaandZenhavebeenapartofmesincethefirstday.Uncoveringmyself andthoseatShinnyojiisoneofthemostbeautifulandtruegiftsofmylife! Gasshō Rossana “Everythingisperfectasitis.”ThisisathoughtthatIthinkaboutoftenbecauseit’scomplete, itgivesmeserenity.Ioftenworry,Ifeartomorrow,butthinkingthat“everythingisfinelike this”givesmestrengthandfaith.It’snotaninactiveacceptance,butrather,lifewithabitof curiosity. Pain is not an intruder, it is a part of this perfection, and it happens to be accompaniedbyunexpectedandimportanteventsthatlaterwillbeasupportfortherestof thislife. Deep thanks to our Teacher and for all of the Sangha for having been close and supportive lately.IcontinuouslyfeltYourpresencenexttomeandthishelpedmegreatly.Thankyou. Gasshō Kei‐shin BuildingaMountain OneofthefirstthingsIeverreadaboutBuddhismistheThreeMarksofExistence.Thefirst mark of existence is impermanence. Everything in life is impermanent. In a moment everything can change. We have many things but we possess nothing. Families, loved ones, homes, money, health, happiness, suffering, emotions, and thoughts are just feathers in the wind.Itcanbehardtofindsomethingtoholdontowhenthatwindisalwaysblowing.Really what do we have to hold onto? That is my hope for Zen, to show me peace. I believe that throughZazenandworkingatthetempleIcanbuildasanctuarywithinmyself.IknowthatI can neverescapetheimpermanenceoftheworld,butI wishto findZeninmyheartthatis strongandstillasamountain. Gasshō Josh I have finally reach a small goal in my life. Time and energy dragged me into the usual and dailyflowofthislifeinwhichweareinvolved.Also,agreatlightfromabove(orbetter,from below)openeduptomeduringthesetimesofgreattirednessandconcentration–sittingin Zazen,Ifeltmyworldlybreathuponmyskin. Itisinthistime,almostbeyondthetimethatmyattentionnoticedinthecarwhilereturning home from work (I usually meditate during at sunset, a time when the day seems most intimatetomeandfullofimportancethatIamnotabletoexpresswithwords).AtthattimeI realized how truly difficult life must be for those who wake up at 6:30 a.m. for work then returnhomeat7:00pmandyoumuststillhavethejoyousstrengthneededfromyourfamily, children,tendingtothehouseuntilit’stimetogotobedandstartalloveragainthenextday. The strength of a mother who, beyond working, must also raise a child or two, take care of othertasksandaftertheyearspass,alsoagrandchild,maybetwo.Andallofthisforwhat?We askourselves.Istronglybelievethattheonlythingstrongenoughtosupportallofthiseffort must be love and compassion for the family, children, for all of those who are around you. 24 After this assurance, monastic life seems less distant, less external. It can’t be any more difficult than those who work 12 or 13 hours every day and then still have the strength, returninghome,tosmileatwhoeveropensthedoor,andhavesomethingthoughtfultosayto someoneatthesupermarketorgiveyourseattosomeoneonthebuswhoseemevenmore tired. Inthiswaythereisnotimeforuselessthings,fortheegotoenter.AstheTeacherDōgensays, theideaofAwarenessisnotAwareness,AwarenessisAwareness,itisthiswaywithoutgoing out to look for whatever ecstatic and extreme experiences, beyond writings and words, I believe that if you succeed in energetically living through this inextinguishable love for a positivelife,IcouldsaythatI’malreadyhappylivinginthefluctuatingworld.Unfortunately Zazeneventuallyfinishes,theworldcallsandthisboltsoflightluckilystayinourmemoryand guideourfutureactionshoping,thatitfortifiestheWayinanewexperience. Gasshō Yūshin 25 PRACTICERETREATS Sesshin:26‐28May. Sesshin:11‐12‐13September. DuringeachRetreat,ourTeacherShinnyoRoshiholdsaTeisho. PhotosbyFabioDaishin, EditingbyIvanoEi‐shin TranslationintoEnglishbyLisaTenshin CalendarofeventsforPractice: Zazen–everyMondayfrom8:00–10:00p.m. Zazen–everyFridayfrom8:00‐9:30p.m. Zazenkai–OneSundaypermonthfrom9:00a.m.to6:00p.m. Sesshin – One weekend per month from Friday at 8:00 p.m. to Sundayat2:00p.m. 26